pushed around

Suddenly some things dont seem as important. Ive thought a lot about what i need to do the last few days, and found that i need to stop letting people control me. I try my hardest to please everyone and in the end it doesnt work out. I need to do whats best for me right now, or at least what i think is best for what i plan to do with my life. I act tough around my friends and let them push me around, when sometimes their amusement causes me to feel bad about myself. Its difficult to live this way so its time to end it.